Rude people, please stop existing...

I had head ache today... ACtually stil have it. But it's been on since I woke up, so I doubt sleeping will help.

Being highly sensitive is not easy, since there are all kinds of rude and thoughtless people out there. We get easily hurt, and these normal people most likely will never understand that. Especially nowadays, when being so called tough (which doesn't exist in my opinion) is something that you should be. I appreciate people who at least try to be honest, and are not acting somethin they're not.

I thought to go to the store today, because hay... you gotta eat if you want to live... And I looked myself from the mirror, I thought that my hair was a mess and I looked tired and had dark eyelids as usual. I liked that. X3 ANd my mom keeps saying that if you are just going to the store, you don't have to try to look good. You are there only to buy food. Not to impress anyone. So I went there, and one guy, who looked quite young had this some kind of obsession of expressing his opinion and said "Eww... Someone didn't sleep last night...* You gotta admit, that's very ignorant thing to say. I may have some kind of illness, that could be keeping me awake... Besides... Dark eyelids like these take a lot more sleep problems, than one sleepless night. And judging of what he said, he might be the guy who usually points at stuff and states the obvious. Like, someone was eating spaghetti, and he would be like "Oww... Someone is hungry..." In other words, doesn't seem very bright.

I like my dark eyelids, especially if guys like him don't. XP And if we have to go to the appearances, he wasn't exactly hot in my opinion. Very dull actually.

But this does bother me. I could never do that to someone, so I will never understand how someone can. And it doesn't really make guys look that great in my mind. ... But yes I know there are different kinds of guys, but what I've witnessed, most of the guys are just simply jerks. So girls who actually want to have a bf or husband, I wish you very good luck with finding one of those so called aliens among us humans... (Katy Perry's E.T. -song) especially, if you are like me and get hurt very easily. I personally have no interest being in any kind of relationship. At least not in reality... X33 First of all, I love being By myself. That's the time when I can really let down my guard. No need to keep in mind someone else's needs. If I skip my own needs, I only harm myself. Not anyone else. No have to be on toes about someone else's feelings getting hurt. You rarely can hurt your own feelings. No have to worry about sounding dumb. No have to worry about keeping conversations interesting or trying to make conversations in general. If someone is acting little strange, no have to worry if it was something you said or did. And especially don't have to listen stupid guys' opinions I'm not even slightest interested in to hear. Sure, there are a lot of those on the net, but then you can press the stop button, or just simply stop reading. If someone says that right next to you, you can walk away, but you will still hear it as long as you are in a hearing distance.

I feel a bit better after that rant. X3 Few...

Why does this writing program keep getting slower more I write in it? It makes writing pain in the butt...

I feel like the headache is easing a bit.

Anyway... I am planning making a comic of Vividatt, who just saved wiki.guildwars2.com/wiki/Pol. It is part of the first story... which you choose at beginning as which college did your Asura character get in to... This one is College of Synergetics. SPoilers... SO stop reading if you don't want to get spoiled. .... EHem.... There you choose to save Pol from the Inquest (Mega Krewe that usually gets what they want, in any way possible) or go after an Asura you just were betrayed By. Vivs decided to go save Pol... It seems Vivs has a bit of a thing about Asuras that are showing their good will. Yes. Toymaker Tixx falls into that category. Pretty much every christmas (Wintersday season) Vivs goes to harass the poor Asura. XP

The comic would be about the time after Pol was saved. I have to learn to draw Pol AND Zojja. ... WHy must they have so detailed clothes on? And yes, Zojja gets her part of it too. ... Pol simply dislikes violence, and that alone can make Vivs feel all warm and fuzzy inside. *wink wink* ANd no, Pol does not like it, when Vividatt gets all flirty.

Also, comic about the time he harasses Tixx would be funny. And the time he goes after Taimi, when she runs off from Phlunt, and is almost killed By the Inquest. Vivs really hates the Inquest. They have been messing arond with Vivs a long time, and his friends... And with all what they say the Inquest has done... It also may be partly, because they reflect what Vivs did few years ago, and... whenever he kills an Inques member, he imagines he kills this little part of himself, he's ashamed of. Of course, it never goes away... but brings momentarily satisfaction.

Oh and I did cry. Quite hysterically when I got home. It most likely sounds like very stupid reason to get hurt By, but I dislike superficialness quite a lot, and personally witnessing it in a Place you don't really have to look that good in, is just sad. It's just so sad to witness such superficialness. And yes I know there are a lot of girls as shallow as that too. So I appologize if I sounded unreasonable.

And... is Sans opening his eyes aftera little while? I keep seeing that in my corner of my eye... But I might also be seeing things... > .> (Those who don't know, Sans is the sleeping skeleton guy above this text box).

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